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Continue reading →: Back to square 1
The past 3 days were really hard on me. I had a lot of anxiety, I had a lot of bad thoughts and I cut my hair short. I am not crazy about it, as everyone expected but I had to do it :))). I am starting to see a…
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Continue reading →: Meeting myself
Today I met myself. I had a really weird morning. Last night I received a message that I could work from home today but I had the laptop in the office. I love working from home because I have the opportunity to work in comfy clothes and drink my coffee.…
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Continue reading →: Take Control of Your Life by Mel Robbins – book review
Oh, this book was scandalous. I will start from the beginning. I loved the introduction and I fell in love with the book when they mentioned the workbook. I listened to the first chapter and then I started to work on the workbook. When Mel was speaking about the dreams…
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Continue reading →: Spo-reflections on monsters under the bed
This whimsical essay is one I am particularly proud of. I thought to post it in October for Halloween, but I don’t have anything else to say at the moment. Spo As a boy I did not fear there were monsters under the bed. Mine were out in the hallway…
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Continue reading →: How ideas become cults
I am a little sad today. I am again in the ‘lost’ phase, that moment when I feel quite misunderstood and I am struggling to adapt to society. I am not interested in interacting with the outside world (outside of my apartment), I feel tired of hearing the same ideas,…
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Continue reading →: Redefining yourself after trauma breakthrough
Around 5 or 6 months ago I had my last suicidal thoughts. This took me by surprise, it was not something new but now was out of nowhere, and no reasons for it. I know I wrote about this a few months ago but I came back to make some…
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Continue reading →: Insomnia thoughts
I was an insomniac for more than 15 years. The only way I was able to fall asleep was with my headphones and listening to a book, radio theater, or a podcast. It was something I got used to, the headphones helped most of the time so I always had…
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Continue reading →: Blogging and self-sabotageI started blogging a lot of time ago when I got my first computer. I used to write poetry, some are still online on random pages and some disappeared because the blogging platform has closed. I was lucky enough to save some and I am proud of them. I am…






