Bad Brain Days

I love the days when my brain wants to cooperate. Those are the days when I feel "normal", and functional - whatever that means. Those Fare the days when I can see how my work is evolving, how productive I am, and how far I manage to get. if I am lucky, sometimes these episodes…

Grief because this world is a fucked up place

Two weeks ago I had to struggle with acknowledging the state of the world in which I live. This was a significant trigger and I went directly into an emotional burnout.  I know that therapy helps but I think I signed up for something I was unaware of. My impression was that speaking about the…

Is weight loss a mindset?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cqwQosiUhTk I took a break from drawing to write this because I just finished the above video and I was full of ideas. As I was already suspecting, mindset is really important in weight loss. I decided to watch this because I am lacking the mindset and I wanted to make life easier for myself. …

Losing weight, fashion, and mental health

I find it funny how this blog started. At first, I wanted to write about fashion, then about weight loss and we got to mental health. I think overall, it makes sense. Sometimes we think that if you dress 'hip' or look perfect, you will finally be happy. I also find it funny that I…

Can you look at yourself long enough to make a self-portrait?

Today I realized that you will be able to draw your portrait when you are well enough to look at yourself. I always wanted to start making self-portraits but I never knew why I wasn't finding time to start. Now I realized that I was not well enough to look at myself, deep into my…