Random questions of life

Life updates

If you started too many projects and you feel like that is stressing you out, just throw them away! Out of the house, out of mind 😀 I advise you to donate them if it is possible, of course, but I am really convinced that we should keep things that make us happy.

I used to be mean to myself, pushing myself to use all the stuff I had for hobbies and stressing so much over this. Last week I  snapped and now I am a litter nicer to myself. I decided to throw away my crochet project because it made me feel too guilty. I was also putting my digital tablet away because I was feeling guilty – I love to draw on it but not daily. Now it is on my desk and I just scribble with it when I am in the mood. I like it this way more. I also realized digital drawing is not for me, it feels like programming more than creative work. 

I think I am starting to accept myself and find my mind more peaceful and clear. This is making me see how tired I was, and how much I needed to relax and enjoy myself. I started to also stand in the office, I will alternate 30 minutes standing with 30 minutes on the chair. I trow my back last week and I need to work more on my back muscles. Yesterday it was really nice, I feel how my body enjoys standing, the boredom goes away and I stop feeling like I am dying inside. 

I use a website to help me track time – https://pomofocus.io/ – you can change the timer from settings.

The last 2 updates are fun. I never realized how important the PH-neutral shampoo was for my curly hair. I think this is life-changing after a year of struggle with curly hair. The second update is more of a conclusion: when you establish boundaries, life doesn’t magically transform, the guild appears. I am struggling a little with that today.

Hope you will have a nice weekend! 

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